1. |
Hypocrite
02:33
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HYPOCRITE
Straight from the City of Angels
Another fist full of anger
Keeping one in the chamber
Deal with the rage I feel inside
Built up guilt hypocritical suicide
Say another lie while I pretend I don't hear
Your so called truth got I'm living in fear
That I won't be found, drown in the bullshit
But I don't wanna be a hypocrite
But the mirror tells me lies
Looking in my own eyes
Personality shifts and splits
But I don't wanna be a...
Say what you want
Try to call yourself a friend
Go with the flow
Jump on that ride go with the trend
To my face say you think the world of me
But behind my back your jealousy
Insecurity of who you are it starts to show
Inferiority complex only you know
But the mirror tells what your mouth won't
Used to think that I knew you...
But I don't...don't
I don't...and never did
And the mirror tells me lies
Looking in my own eyes
Personality shifts and splits
But I don't wanna be a...
And my mind it wonders why
Knowing that I can't cry
Stomach aches and makes me sick
Cuz I'm a fucking hypocrite
Say what you want
Try to call yourself a friend
Go with the flow
Jump on that ride go with the trend
To my face say you think the world of me
But behind my back your jealousy
Insecurity of who you are it starts to show
Inferiority complex only you know
But the mirror tells what your mouth won't
I used to think that I knew you...
But I don't
And you keep filling my mind with your bullshit
You keep filling my mind with your bullshit
You keep filling my mind with your bullshit
Time to deal with the hypocrite
Bitch
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2. |
Sickness
03:52
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SICKNESS
Her mouth is sweet
Her tongue is sugar coated
But I can see those rotten teeth
She thought I wouldn't notice
I waste my time and read her mind
But I'm not kind, I'm honest
My mouth is cruel and deep inside
She doesn't want it
She keeps it hidden underneath that clean complexion
I kiss her lips and she fills me with her infection
Eyes of a snake she loves to take
With no one there to witness
She scars me red, fucks with my head
Can't let her spread her sickness
Sick
She's so sick
Sick
I am the pretty hate that makes you sick inside your world
I am the scar that will not heal
That's passed from girl to girl
I am that little bitch you fear
Because I'm not afraid
I'm everything that's real
While you know that you're just a fake
A fake
And you take
And you take
And you take
And you...
She wears a mask
And I don't ask about her past I smile
And all the time she struggles for control while in denial
Identity crisis will keep her looking innocent
Self righteousness won't hide the dirty, deceiving intent
She's lost inside herself so pretty in that little mirror
But I can see that ugliness and it's becoming clearer
Blood and guts I'm being fucked while she's a friend to me
Reality is lost I'm drowning in my enemy
And I can't breathe
No I can't breathe
I can't breathe
No I can't
I am the pretty hate that makes you sick inside your world
I am the scar that will not heal
That's passed from girl to girl
I am that little bitch you fear
Because I'm not afraid
I'm everything that's real
And no...I will not break
All I want, all I need is just myself back
And the strength to believe
She never ever took that
Wicked words, tangled webs
I can't pretend that I'm dead
Spoonfed her sickness
Candy covered lies so fucking twisted
Don't tell me that I can't be myself
That I can't be
Don't tell me that I can't be myself
Cause you can't be me
I am the pretty hate that makes you sick inside your world
I am the scar that will not heal
That's passed from girl to girl
I am that little bitch you fear
But you will never tell
I'm everything that's ill
And all...all is not well
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3. |
Kiss Or Kill
03:02
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KISS OR KILL
Kill...
Little boy says his prayers
Dreams turn into nightmares
Now, i know your scared I don't care
Truth or dare
When you gonna break
How much more you gonna take
When the love has gone away
All I feel for you is hate
How does it feel to want
How does it feel to need
How does it feel to bleed
Get up off your knees
Now you can hide but you can't run from it
The pain you don't mind and now you lust it
Trust it... no I don't...never will...
Kiss or kill
When you gonna leave
Tell the truth and not deceive
When the love has gone away
All I feel for you is hate
How does it feel to want
How does it feel to need
How does it feel to bleed
Get up off your knees... tell me
How does it feel to want
How does it feel to need
How does it feel to bleed
I'll bleed for you, you bleed for me
Guilt deception in my reflection
Keep your gun for your protection
Never thought I'd do it but I did
Somethings got to give
Live your life a lie
I'll make you cry and wonder why
I'll break you down and take your soul
Then leave you left with nothing left to hold
How does it feel to love
How does it feel to hate
How does it feel to take
Cuz you took everything I gave away
How does it feel to want
How does it feel to need
How does it feel to bleed
I'll bleed for you, you bleed for me
For me...for me
Get up off your knees
Kill
You will never see me on my knees
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4. |
Break
03:28
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BREAK
I'm stuck inside my mind
It's ugly what I find
You think that I'm so kind
This face has got you blind
The little girl will hide
So pretty on the outside
Gonna burn and bleed this hate is killing me
I stay awake till three
I'm drowning in my sleep
I know the flesh is weak
I pray my soul to keep
I suffocated with grief
This monster will not leave
My nightmare's just begun
I hate what I've become
Cuz you made me to break me
I'm daddy's little girl
My mommy's next to me
I'd rather kill myself
Than go to therapy
Why won't I shut my mouth
Cuz you've got eyes like me
Why don't you shoot yourself
So someone dies for me
Mommy!
Cuz you made me to hate me
I try to fight but there's no use
Guess I was built for your abuse
Bodies bruised... hands are cold
Vicious thoughts I can't control
Shed the demons rid the past
Slit my wrists so they ask
What is real...what is fake
Pray to God I don't break
Father forgive me, for I have sinned
It's been 2 weeks since my last confession
Don't tell me what I've broken
You ain't seen nothing yet
The glass just left me swollen
It's you I'm gonna get
Are you afraid of me
I think you should be
I'd rather kill myself
Than let you make me bleed
I live in misery and sit there quietly
Why don't you stab yourself so someone dies for me
Mommy!
No I'm not happy now
You're still here next to me
I'd rather swallow shit
Than you infecting me
I vomit constantly while you apologize
Why don't you kill yourself so someone fucking dies
Mommy!
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5. |
Empty
02:31
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EMPTY
Take my eyes...
I don't wanna see you
Take my ears...
And I won't hear you
Take my pride...
Cuz I don't wanna lose you
Take my fist...
And I won't bruise you
Take my hands...
Cuz I don't wanna feel you
Take my mind...
And I won't fear you
Take my lips...
Cuz I don't wanna lust you
Take my lies...
Cuz I don't trust you
Now all I am is empty
Got nothing left in me
And its killing me
To be so empty
Pain... take it
Cuz I don't wanna hurt you
Game... play it
And I won't burn you
Guilt... lay it
Cuz I don't wanna blame you
Words... say it
And I won't shame you
Heart... break it
Cuz I don't wanna hurt you
Soul... take it
And I won't rape you
Blood... spill it
Cuz I don't wanna shove you
Love... kill it
Cuz I won't fuck you
And all I am is empty
Don't need your sympathy
Cuz you're confusing me
While your consuming me
And all I am is empty
With nothing left in me
And it's killing me
To be so empty
As long as I hold you in contempt I hold you
Resentment is just my way of holding on
And now it's one I feel no pain
I can't pretend I'm not the same
Stole my soul self control
You don't know me anymore
Tried to hide the way you kept me
But you left me fucking empty
You left me so fucking empty
And I'm the one to blame
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6. |
Put Your Head Out
02:55
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PUT YOUR HEAD OUT
My Pussy, My Choice
Here comes a serious subject...Pro-Choice
The government is sayin' we got no voice
Fuck that cuz they can't control me
Or tell me what to do with my body
And the same thing goes for my rappin'
That's right I'm smackin' a man
Who might try to hurt me
Equal rights on my jersey
Flirt in a mini skirt you won't see me
Dressed down wearin' dickies and a beanie
On my head, puttin' punks to bed who can't keep up
Dust some as then I sweep up
Flip, kick the switch and I'mma rip shit quick
Load the clip and I'mma grip shit tight
Fight the hype, stereotype, get the lead out
Put your head out
Punk put your head out
Pro -Choice
Punk put your head out
I'm inclined to use my mind cuz I'm intelligent
But my body ain't irrelevant
Down with the Woman's Action Coalition
"W.A.C." has got my back
Strapped
To deal with the fools
When I gotta break rules
Cuz a woman's got a right to choose
A right to her own life first
Cuz the real danger
Comes from a coat hanger
And I don't wanna think about how many women have tried it
Died from it
Cuz they couldn't hide from it
Now the men, once again wanna tell us
Why and when
We can have an abortion
I said it that's what you heard
Not a four letter word
Written in red
I''ll take the red out
Then I'll put your fuckin' head out
Yeah
Cuz we won't go back!
Okay this is it so i'mma bust it
The mic is mine when I touch it
Do this smooth and prove
That a woman can move the crowd
With a voice that's loud
I'm a "Pro-Choice" advocate
Want my mic...go ahead grab for it
"Right to Life"... a woman's rights are on the line here
That's why I'm here
Not one, one of a million the majority
And the government ain't gonna be whoring me
So I "Rock for choice"... pay my dues
I'm a woman with a right to choose
And I'm gonna fight for my fuckin' right!
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7. |
Victim
02:58
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VICTIM
1 out of every 3 women
Will be a victim of sexual assault during her lifetime
In the United States it is estimated that a rape occurs
Every 1.3 seconds
75% of rape victims know their attacker
And 71% of rapes are planned beforehand
So with a 187 and it's on...
Cuz I ain't your fucking victim
The fear of rape is the fear of an empty space
A gun, a can of mace can't replace
Being scared in a city of violence
Season of silence you can't deny this
Felony, punishable by prison but that's a joke
Cuz most offenders get off so yo, you better know
This ain't a love song, ain't a love song
No means no, another murder it's on
But I'm no victim
Fuck what you heard
I ain't your victim
Yo...kick the word
It's rape 101 class in session
Tme for a lesson, fool stop guessin'
Stressin' the tension that's felt by women
And did I mention i'm a mad bitch
And my mama raised a bad-bitch
Doing nothin' but dirt
While other girls wear skirts yo
I'll be hittin' punks wear it hurts
In the back of their necks I got a nickle plated flex "g"
And a right to dress sexy
When and where I want without being harassed for it
Or being told that i asked for it
This ain't a love song
Ain't a love song
No means no, another murder its on
But I'm no victim
I'm talkin' to you clown
I ain't your victim check the breakdown
Maybe it's because most rapes
Are committed by someone the victim knows
So she may think it doesn't count
Only no one has the right to force you into sex against your will
So if this has happened to you you'd better report it
Because after all the strides that woman have made
We can't afford to lose our voice
Can't afford to be a victim
I ain't your victim
Choose to refuse to be a victim
This ain't no invitation
What part of no don't you fucking understand
Asshole!
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8. |
Clean
03:03
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CLEAN
She is the little bitch
Her cuts she cannot stitch
The blood begins to gush
And now she knows too much
She rapes you with her mind
Can't leave her past behind
Invites you with her eyes
Destroys you with her lies
Psychopathic, now you ask if
Things are what they seem
Reality is all that's dirty underneath the clean
She loads the empty gun
She fucks him just for fun
She sucks her thumb to sleep
There's nothing left to keep
She spits whats in her mouth
She rips her insides out
She likes to see him bleed
She bites the hand that feeds
Reality is all the shit that makes me fucking...scream
There is no escaping here
Eenie meenie minie moe
What you reap is what you sew
If you hollar I will know
Can't let it, won't let it
Gotta let it go
Put on your face pretend to be brave
What you don't know won't hurt you
It's too late to be saved
Feeling so clean
I'm feeling so clean
Take another look cuz things are not what they...
I don't wanna be clean
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9. |
Roughness
02:43
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ROUGHNESS
She slips into her sickness
And she don't regret a thing
She's trying to resist him
But she knows she loves pain
Come into my bed
I have nothing left to hide
Voices in my head
Can't stop this burning inside
And I fight it
Deny it
Keep quiet
But I like it
And I fight it
Deny it
Keep quiet
But I like it...yeah
She watches from a distance
She knows what he's about
She's trying to resist him
He puts it into her mouth
Crawling on my flesh
I have nothing left to feel
Deeper that it gets
This open wound will not heal
And I fight it
Deny it
Keep quiet
But I like it
And I fight it
Deny it
Keep quiet
But I like it...yeah
I push you out i pull you in
But will it end where you begin
You tell me not to be afraid
But you're the one who's not safe (from me)
And I bleed
And I plead
Down on my knees
While you need
For me
To say I like it
But you know I like it
Like you like it...rough
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10. |
Six Feet Deep
03:01
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SIX FEET DEEP
Respect is a word that I live by
Whether chillin' or illin'
I give it up and you ask why
Cuz I'm a product of the old school
Shootin' my gift with the mic
So what's up fool
With the drive-bys
Lettin' caps fly
No measure of mercy on a crowd
So a child dies
And shit is got scandalous
Blood stains the streets and the halls
Of Los Angeles
Shooting people at the age of 10
Another life to be lived in the pen
Mono y mono, one on one
Yo, get your fists up
Those days are gone
Cuz here come the gunshots
Will it ever cease
Six feet deep
So I stride with pride
As I glide with an open eye
Always watchin' my back
Because the streets lie
As I try to find answers
To all of my questions
Gunshots are keeping us guessin'
Will it ever cease
Six feet deep
Will it ever cease
Or just repeat...
(run a power move on em)
So you want respect but won't give it
Better earn it, learn it, live it
These are the rules that I go by
Can't pretend a life didn't end so I
Preach and teach the weak that sleep a new technique
So they won't end up
Six feet deep
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11. |
Cycle Of Violence
03:05
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CYCLE OF VIOLENCE
To Whom It May Concern...
This is an attempt. An attempt to expose the realities which every woman will face at some point in her life. As a witness to the current economic and political pressures which limit women's lives and to the horrifying effect of these limitations, I will do everything within my power to speak out against sexism, racism and
violence against woman.
Phase One:
The tension building stage
She feels scared
Hurt, alone, afraid
She's embarrassed
And her behavior is submissive
He's jealous
And his behavior is aggressive
Verbally abusive
Arrogant, controlling
She walks on eggshells
Pretends she ain't knowing
Here comes the cycle...
Cycle of violence
Here comes the cycle
You can't silence
Phase Two:
The violent episode stage
Now he's angry
Out of control with rage
And he don't give a damn
Who gets hurt or killed
He's seeing red with his eyes
And his heads filled
With fatal thoughts
Maybe even murder
The same man who told her
He would never hurt her
Here comes the cycle...
Cycle of violence
Here comes the cycle
Break the silence
3, 2, 1 she's on the ground
3, 2, 1 she gets a beat down
Every 11 days in this country a woman is murdered by her husband, boyfriend or live-in lover. 40% of women who commit murder do so in self-defense. Think about it, then you decide.
3, 2, 1 she's got the gun
3, 2, 1 and now it's done
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12. |
Down
02:58
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They say that equality is for everyone
Black and white
Rich and poor
Male and female
Bullshit and you can fuck that American dream
Living in America I know what it means
To be on welfare have no healthcare
Walk down the street and be scared
And unprepared for a system that's built on hate
And gives permission to rape
Discriminates against color
While it wrecks and disrespects my sex
I ain't down
Down for the system
That's why I resist them
Lied to and betrayed (listen)
Motherfuck the establishment and all that it stands for
Censor and dismiss the media and demands for
Sexual commodities equality void
With anorexic images of bodies destroyed
From diets to pills to throwing up till it kills
Continual false definition of what sells
Ten pounds thinner, Miss America winner
But I ain't down
You can keep your motherfucking crown
Not down for the system
That's why I resist them
Lied to and betrayed
You've got to raise the critical questions
Bout their intentions
That you were taught to believe
Taking it from the system
That's set up to deceive
Based on lies that were taught to you in school
History's been polluted
They're treating you like a fool
If you think that they're playing it straight today
It's up to you to find out
And make it your own way
Don't buy the lies they try to disguise
You say you wanna be down
You gotta tear it down
So you say that you're politically minded
But you stay blinded looking for the truth
Eyes closed, you can't find it
They keep believing it
But the way I'm seeing it
Here's how I''m feeling it
At 10...you suck
At 9...you're fucked
At 8... you're a sucker
At 7... a motherfucker
At 6...you're jacked
At 5...straight wack
At 4 ...you're a clown
All the way to 1 and we're done
Are ya down?
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13. |
Down (reprise)
01:41
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