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Relief Through Release

by Tura Satana

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Ladies and Gentlemen, Welcome to violence This time it comes in female form....
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Luna 03:58
LUNA Make a wish Woke up today And I tried to breath Instead I suffocate In lies of dreams You're never what you Seem to pretend to be Inside myself I feel the need to be Your martyr, whore The ex that you should never trust The seven deadly sins Which you will not discuss My lovely creature Is quickly losing all his charms And he'll be left with nothing And no one in his arms Tell me what you want from me I'll rub it till it bleeds Tell me what you want from me I'll give it what it needs Tell me what you want from me I'll rub it till it bleeds Tell me what you want from me I'll give you what you need I'll give it In violent sleep I dreamed of you Tried to forgive The things I knew This romeo, so innocent Has crucified his Juliet While angels kept me safe You fucked away my faith I'm in this purgatory state But it's too late Selfish I attempt to keep it Selfless I destroy the secret No longer tortured I'm the creep Who scars herself to sleep Tell me what you want from me I'll rub it till it bleeds Tell me what you want from me I'll give it what it needs Tell me what you want from me I'll rub it till it bleeds Tell me what you want from me I'll give you what you need I'll give it She'll hear it when she sleeps When he sleeps It's 11-11 Happy Birthday Now lay me down to sleep Your code I know But I can't keep If blood could crawl I'd spill it all Just to escape from me Can you feel my pain Can you feel my pain Can you feel my pain Can you feel my pain Feel it Are you scared Scared of me Cause I don't sleep And you don't sleep You don't sleep with me Tell me what you want from me I'll rub it till it bleeds Tell me what you want from me I'll give it what it needs Tell me what you want from me I'll rub it till it bleeds Tell me what you want from me I'll be your little creep Tell me what you want from me I'll rub you till you bleed What the fuck do you want from me I'm just a little creep Tell me what you want from me I'm happy when you bleed Tell me what you want from me I'll hear it when I sleep
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Dry 03:53
DRY I'd like to take you someplace Where angels fear to tread I always hate to love you Get out of my head It's easy just to say it So hard to be kind These thoughts are still within me Infecting my mind Pushing it's way out Burning in my mouth Until it hurts I'd like to violate you I've done it before I always love to hate you You perfect whore It's easy to imagine I'm somebody else So much has happened Inside myself Pushing it's way out Burning in my mouth Until it hurts I'd like to push you down I'd like to push you under I'd like to push it in you I'd like to push you Push you I'd like to give you something A piece of me You always like to take it So easily I never wanted us To end this way But somethings changed in me I'm not the same Pushing it's way out Burning in my mouth And now I'm dry Oh God, that was so fucking bad but I was at a loss so I left it up to you. I love you with all my heart and I hope you don't hate me more than you already do but she deserved it.
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Venus Diablo 03:22
VENUS DIABLO Cross your heart Hope to die Stick a needle in your eye His heart is bleeding Inside her hand Her sugar kisses are twisted She puts his finger Into her mouth And teaches him to be wicked Yeah... He's made of heaven And angels wings These things she cannot forget But when you want something Bad enough What will you do What will you do to get it now I'm gonna take you down How low can you go I know you're going down now You're going down low I'm gonna take you down How low will you go Venus Diablo He looks like hell With his Devil horns She likes his eyes better black He's traded in his wings For other things And now there's no going back No She pricks his skin With a safety pin She licks his lips She just split Cause when you want something Bad enough What will you do What will you do to get it now I'm gonna take you down How low can you go I know you're going down now You're going down low I'm gonna take you down How low will you go Venus Diablo Scars and burns and scratches Wounds are what you'll have But I will kiss your bruises I will pick your scabs I'm gonna take you down Slip inside hell I know you're going down now I promise to tell I'm gonna take you down Slip inside hell Venus Diablo This is a sinners prayer Sick, sucking on air And I will never get to heaven Neither will you Because you are one of me
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Unclean 04:47
UNCLEAN Your sweet voice Is awfully nice But I can see Your poisoned tongue And twisted words That lie to me I'm not blind, not yours Will never be You're not blind, not mine Will always be Can't wash away the dirty I hate it when you're sorry You're nothing to me now Ugly...so sick inside you're pretty You love it when you scar me Just like you're doing now I never wanted this You never wanted this We never wanted this I could be Good to you Good for you Make you believe That I trust you And love you But then I'd be like you And I'm not like you You're just like me Can't wash away the dirty I hate it when you're sorry You're nothing to me now Ugly...so sick inside you're pretty You love it when you scar me Just like you're doing now I never wanted this You never wanted this We never wanted this But this is what it is There is a demon Clutching at my feet As I see the angel So far out of me reach if I could be forgiven for a single sin I would burn alive to know you again I've seen wounds That you hide But can't hide from me You bleed well When I cry Now cry for me I'm not kind Not blind Will never be You're not kind Not blind Will always be Can't wash away the dirty I hate it when you're sorry You're nothing to me now Ugly...so sick inside you're pretty You love it when you scar me Just like you're doing now Unclean...can't wash away the dirty I hate it when you're sorry You're nothing to me now Ugly...so sick inside you're pretty You love it when you scar me Just like you're doing now I never wanted this You never wanted this You never wanted this I can't forgive you this I never wanted this You never wanted this We must have wanted this I know you wanted this Just like I wanted this
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Flux 03:46
FLUX Barely alive Cause I'm dead on the inside Barely alive cause I'm dead Barely alive Cause I'm dead on the inside Barely alive Cause I'm dead...FUCK! Sleepless And I feel this Helpless Within this illness Keep this In the darkness Kill this But I want this So here I go again Tryna numb my pain Cut a little deeper But it feels the same Close my eyes And I see the light Wide awake I pretend that I Will survive Mouth is dry Shed my skin And I don't know why Can't escape Cause there ain't no use I love my self abuse Shameless And I blame this Own this Because I chose this Hopeless And I know this Need this But I loathe this So here I go again Tryna numb my pain Cut a little deeper But it feels the same Close my eyes And I see the light Wide awake I pretend that I Will survive Mouth is dry Shed my skin And I don't know why Can't escape Cause there ain't no use I love my self abuse I love my Self abuse I hate Myself Barely alive Cause I'm dead on the inside Barely alive Cause I'm dead on the inside Barely alive Cause I'm dead Barely alive Cause I'm dead on the inside Barely alive Cause I'm dead Barely alive Cause I'm dead on the inside Barely alive Cause I'm dead Barely alive Cause I'm dead on the inside I love this self abuse I hate this self abuse I love this self abuse I hate this Hush little baby Don't you cry Hush little baby Don't you cry Don't you cry Barely alive Cause I'm dead on the inside Barely alive Cause I'm dead...FUCK Barely alive Cause I'm dead on the inside Barely alive Cause I'm dead...FLUX Barely alive Cause I'm dead on the inside Barely alive Cause I'm dead...FUCK Barely alive Cause I'm dead on the inside Crucified
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Eternalux 04:26
ETERNALUX This Christ is full of Sins he can't repent Upon his crucifix So innocent He trembles At the thought of nails Digging in his flesh again For he knows He's just a man Still I watch him burn In his Jesus Christ complex Burn within himself Burn... In his Jesus Christ complex He'll burn Eternalux In daylight this saint He lies and mourns Inside his house of worship Crown of thorns Release is never easy From his self inflicted pity And my hate becomes more pretty As I'm scorned Still I watch him Burn... In his Jesus Christ complex Burn within himself Burn... In his Jesus Christ complex He'll burn Eternalux Burn... In his Jesus Christ complex Burn within himself Burn... In his Jesus Christ complex He'll burn Eternalux Virgin Mary I feel the need To whore myself again I am...I can We kiss...I can't...resist Everything about you is so Everything about us is so sick S8N-666 Why are we so sick Why are you so sick Why am I so sick We are so perfect I am not perfect I'm sick In darkness This sinner will confess Trapped inside His own self righteousness Faithless as he sleeps he'll wake And won't remember anything But everything has changed Remained the same And I watch him... Burn... In his Jesus Christ complex Burn within himself Burn... In his Jesus Christ complex He'll burn Eternalux Burn... In his Jesus Christ complex He'll burn within himself Burn... In his Jesus Christ complex You burn... You burn for me I'll burn for you You burn for me Eternally Pray for us to burn I told the truth And truth is eternal
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Storage 03:50
STORAGE Somethings inside of you Somethings inside of me I never thought that we could be What we've become Numb to the other one You can't keep What you set free So purge me Then I can purge you Just purge me Let me breathe My heart will ache To keep it sacred My heart will break Torn between This love and hatred I bled for you This time you bleed for me You can't keep What you set free So purge me Then I can purge you Just purge me Let me breathe Give me my romeo And when he shall die Cut him up into little stars So all the world will be in love With night I drink your kiss Drunk from your lips I give you all I have to give Can you give me this I sacrifice everything I am What I believe You can't keep What you set free So purge me Then I can purge you Just purge me Let me breathe I need relief through release I need relief through release I need to breathe Let me leave Let me breathe Release me please
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SCAVENGER HUNT There is a girl Who lives inside of me And I can hear her breath Her smell is sweet But underneath Her blood is Boiling to a seethe And she leaves me Scarred...scared and bruised I'm...so confused Why...can't you see She isn't me I try to keep her down But it's so hard to fight When she's inside...of me She takes my mouth My mind, my eyes, My self respect and pride And she leaves me Scarred...scared and bruised I'm...so confused Why...can't you see She isn't me Scarred...scared and bruised I'm...so confused Why...can't you see She isn't me Each time you make me cry I lose a little face Until I'm faceless When the boy has left her In the end Pretend that you are blameless Each time I hear your voice I make a choice That I will have to live with When the girl becomes the girl She hates to be He can't forgive this So forgive me There is a girl Who lives inside of me And she can hear me breathe She gives me everything I fear And everything I need And she leaves me scarred Scared and bruised I'm so confused Why can't you see she isn't me She isn't me She isn't me She isn't me
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NEGATIVE CREEP This is out of my reach This is out of my reach This is out of my reach and I know This is getting to me This is getting to me This is getting to me and I know I'm a negative creep I'm a negative creep I'm a negative creep and I know I'm a negative creep I'm a negative creep I'm a negative creep and... Daddy's little girl Ain't a girl no more Daddy's little girl Ain't a girl no more Daddy's little girl Ain't a girl no more Daddy's little girl Ain't a girl no more Daddy's little girl Ain't a girl no more Daddy's little girl Ain't a girl no more This is out of my reach This is out of my reach This is out of my reach and I know This is getting to me This is getting to me This is getting to me and I know I'm a negative creep I'm a negative creep I'm a negative creep and I know I'm a negative creep I'm a negative creep I'm a negative creep and... Daddy's little girl Ain't a girl no more Daddy's little girl Ain't a girl no more Daddy's little girl Ain't a girl no more Daddy's little girl Ain't a girl no more Daddy's little girl Ain't a girl no more Daddy's little girl Ain't a girl no more Cunt Prick Bitch Bad motherfucker Yeah Daddy's little girl Ain't a girl no more Daddy's little girl Ain't a girl no more Daddy's little girl Ain't a girl no more Daddy's little girl Ain't a girl no more She's a whore No
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Relapse 03:55
RELAPSE Her mouth is sweet Her tongue is sugar coated But I can see those rotten teeth She thought I wouldn't notice I waste my time And read her mind But I'm not kind I'm honest My mouth is cruel And deep inside She doesn't want it She keeps it hidden Underneath her clean complexion I kiss her lips And she fills me with her infection Eyes of a snake She loves to take With no one there to witness She scars me red Fucks with my head Can't let her spread her sickness I am the pretty hate That makes you sick Inside your world I am the scar that will not heal That's passed from girl to girl I am that little bitch you fear Because I'm not afraid I'm everything that's real While you know That you're just a fake She wears her mask And I don't ask about her past I smile And all the time She struggles for control while in denial Identity crisis Will keep her looking innocent Self righteousness can't hide her dirty Deceiving intent She's lost inside herself So pretty in her little mirror But I can see her ugliness And it's becoming clearer Blood and guts I'm being fucked While she's a friend to me Reality is lost I'm drowning in my enemy And I can't breath I can't breath No I can't I am the pretty hate That makes you sick Inside your world I am the scar that will not heal That's passed from girl to girl I am that little bitch you fear Because I'm not afraid I'm everything that's real While you know That you're just a fake I am that little bitch That will not fall into your traps And this is a relapse Wicked words Tangled webs I can't pretend that I'm dead Spoon fed her sickness Candy covered lies So fucking twisted Don't tell me that I can't be myself That I can't be Don't tell me that I can't be myself Cause you can't be me I am the pretty hate That makes you sick Inside your world I am the scar That will not heal That's passed from girl to girl I am that little bitch you fear But you will never tell I'm everything that's ill And all...all is not well
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Last Rites 03:56
LAST RITES Lies hurt, truth lives No one forgives Love is sickness We can't quit this Until we meet again Until we meet again Keep it sacred I'll be your perfect drug When you need escape And when you need to confess Then I will be your saint I'll be your pretty whore When you need to release The thing that makes you sick I will be your disease Beg for forgiveness I'll be the guilt you feel When you have been untrue The one who makes you do The things you love to do I'll be the vow you break And swore you never would The only one to tempt your faith The only thing that could Lust, greed, gluttony Sloth, wrath, pride and envy These are your last rites Is nothing sacred These are your last rites Nothing is sacred This is for me Who cannot forget Denying our sin By dying with it This is for you Who cannot forgive My ruin is yours Together we live I am the cut that bleeds The scab that will not heal The wound you wear inside The bruise you cannot feel I am the pride you swallow The venom that you spit The vomit in your stomach Throw up and choke on it I am the cross you bare The road that's paved with fire The mirror of yourself The one that you desire I am the lie you hide The truth you cannot say I am the smell of fuck That you can't wash away Lust, greed, gluttony Sloth, wrath, pride and envy These are your last rites Is nothing sacred These are your last rites Is nothing sacred These are your last rites Nothing is sacred And nothing can save us
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OMNIA VINAT AMOR Two families both alike in dignity In fair Los Angeles Where we lay our scene From ancient grudge Break to new mutiny Where civil blood Makes civil hands unclean From forth the fatal loins Of these two foes A pair of star crossed lovers Take their life This is the fearful passage Of their death marked love Stab me In my faithful heart You'll be the one that I bleed for Feel me Together apart I'll be the one that you breathe for Kill me Inside of yourself You'll be the wrist that I will slit Feed me And see me starve I'll be the drug that you can't quit Truth - lie Joy - pain Love - hate Omnia Vinat Amor Scar me With all of your lies I'll be the one that you don't trust Save me The one you despise You'll be the one who will pray for us Fear me And all that I do I'll be the one you're afraid of See me Reflection of you, you'll never be what I'm made of Truth - lies Joy - pain Love - hate Omnia Vinat Amor One night in Spain, One day in Italy You've took away everything You've given me One night in Spain One day in Italy You took away See you for all that you are The reasons I doubt you See me for all that I am As I do this without you Truth - lies Joy - pain Love - hate Omnia Vinat Amor It wasn't supposed to end like this How difficult it is to reach heaven And how easy it is to be Snatched by demons And yanked to hell Temptation is not always A simple seduction This is the fearful passage of This is the fearful passage of This is the fearful passage of This is the fearful passage of Our death marked love Love is to at last know The suffering of another You fucker

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Welcome to the Official Tura Satana Bandcamp page!

Our debut album "Relief Through Release" is officially *out of print* and hard to find so for those of you who want to update your old school CD or cassette tape versions in your collection to include digital or have never heard it, here's your chance!

These are a FREE DOWNLOAD to add to your Manhole / Tura Satana / My Ruin collection of recordings as my gift to you for the new year. If you choose to make a donation in the name of art, I appreciate the rock love & support. It's been fun revisiting these albums after so many years. I hope you feel the same way I do. Please share with anyone you know who might enjoy these recordings too. No matter what incarnation my various projects take (from hip hop to heavy metal) when it comes to my art, I will always stay true to myself and follow my own heart. Thank you for continuing to be with me on my musical journey from past to present day. May we never grow apart.

🖤TBM

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WATCH🔥Tura Satana - "Luna" (OFFICIAL VIDEO)
www.youtube.com/watch?v=mnharAz516s

WATCH🔥Tura Satana Live @ Rios, Bradford UK 1997
www.youtube.com/watch?v=ML5Hfl-7zGc

WATCH🔥Tura Satana Live @ Wulfrun Hall, Wolverhampton U.K. 1997
www.youtube.com/watch?v=mJd0ENDHkI0

WATCH🔥Tura Satana Interview + Live / MTV 1998
www.youtube.com/watch?v=OYoUuHKC8bk

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In ferociously vocal frontwoman Tairrie B, the band have an emblem of hope, strength and real girl power which has connected in a major way with Kerrang! readership. Their get-up-and-go,constant touring and true grit have made Tairrie and Tura Satana one of the most enterprising and committed bands of the past few years, fully embodying the true spirit of independence.

- Kerrang! "Spirit of Independence" Winner 1998
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Back in 1995 when a compilation called "The Fall and The Rise: Los Angeles" first hit the streets, it became clear that not only were there a whole bunch of rather smart bands out there that we'd never heard of but also that some of them were destined for greatness.And true, we're still waiting for the likes of Amen, Das Klown and Mind Heavy Mustard to make a dent. But the rather angry band who supplied track three on that record appear to be away from the starting blocks and dashing for the home stretch like Linford Christie with a rocket up his arse. That track, in case you haven't guessed, was a classic by the title of "Victim". The band were called Manhole.

Two years later and some never-heard-ofs from Texas may have forced them to change their moniker, but the band formerly known as Manhole are back and stronger than ever. And admittedly, while "Relief Through Release", (though the first as Tura Satana), won't offer any surprises to anyone - it's like the first one, only much better - sometimes that's just what we want from a band. No poncy new directions - just a refined and much harder version of what we had before. Cool.

So yes, Tura Satana bristle with attitude and aggression, and Tairrie B still spits out lyrics like flames from a blow torch - but frankly that's what they do best. Nowadays, though, their songwriting skills have improved, to the point where their anger, which occasionally used to come on like a random tantrum, now hits home with laser accuracy. Most bands would find it difficult to get more "real" than something like "Victim" but somehow Queen B and the boys have managed it. Even if many of the lyrics appear totally self-destructive. Close your eyes and stick a pin in the lyrics sheet, and you'll draw blood with lines like "Barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside" (Flux), "Scared, scarred and bruised. I'm so confused" (Scavenger Hunt) or "Love is to at last know the suffering of another...you fucker" (Omnia Vinat Amor). Sweetness and light it ain't. Where Tura Satana go next is difficult to guess. But for now "Relief Through Release" is just what the doctor ordered.

4/5 - Morat | Kerrang! 1997
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released January 18, 1997

Lyrics & Vocals - Tairrie B.
Guitar - Scott Ueda
Bass - Rico Villasenor
Drums - Marcelo Palomino

Produced by Micheal Vail Blum & Tura Satana
Engineered & Mixed by Michael Vail Blum
Recorded @ Titan Studio Los Angeles, Ca.
Noise Records | F.A.D. 1997
Cover Art: Tairrie B & Xany Rudoff

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Welcome to violence. This time it comes in female form. The band formerly known as Manhole. 🔥

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